I'm glad you're interested in reading about crazy me. I think my absence on here has caused me to loose quite a bit of admirers, assumeing I had some to begain with! lol
Anyways To start I am 20 years old at the current time and theres really no point for a description since I think all the pictures does that justice.I am an artist painter/drawer, I mostly do abstract, atleast I guess that is what you could call it anyways.. lol
I enjoy singing and would love to be famous and rich from all of that, but sadly I will never even try for any of that, cause social anxiety won't allow it.
I also try to write, but its all very sloppy, I guess the main importance is that I express what I feel and write down all the fantasies and ideas that our trapped inside my head! who cares that its badly described right? lol among many other things.
I love going new places, and seeing new things, unfourtantly I havent been that many places... yet. I will eventually work my way to seeing the whole world I hope.
I don't think I am the kind of person to to settle at any one place. maybe I just havent found that perfect place yet. that I will fall madly in love with.
I am a huge fan of fantasy, even so much that the only reality I know is in my fantasies. Moives, music, sometimes books. that and romance, I like to combine the two. sometimes I throw tragidy in there also because it can be beautiful. most of my artwork has some kind of tragidy in it. But then maybe I'm just obsessed with it.. and it keeps me alive... lol
The worst thing about me, I think are all my fears of everything! fears that keep growing inside me, and prevent me from walking out into the real world! it has gotten so bad I am almost afraid to walk out the door from where i live. thats defanatly something I would love to change about myself, cause I use to be full of life, and ready to do anything, I guess people grow boreing with age, not that i'm old, but I feel like a senile old lady. haha
Recently I was trying modleing, something that i would have loved to do, and I did a promotion job. but its not at all what i wanted to do. and it seems being 5'3 wont allow you to do anything else, cause clothes only look good on tall people. I always liked my height till I went to the event. I need to get on MTV and E! and brain wash the world into thinking clothes only look good on short people. I think. lol dont know how I would do it though.. not tall enough to get on there... haha
I guess soemting else I will share is, I regret al lot of thing that I havent done yet and passed up, sometimes oppertunitys only come once, and thern you can never get them back, I feel I have had tons of oppertuintys like that. that I just passed up.
I could have already seen other countries, tried tons of things I will probably never get to try again, hang out with wonderful people I will never meet or see again! I guess that would be another bad quality I have, I obsess over the past a little to much.
I try my best to just live the future and go with everything. thats the way I would like to be, because lets face it my past has always been a nightmare. lol
Well i have made this short description entirely to long and didnt even cover most of the basics. well things most people would like to know anyways. and for all those people who already know me I am sure this was a boreing read, cause you already knew all that stuff... lol So I will end.
Recent News
Well we got moved into another new apartment in Lexington now.. Seth finally found a job.. hopefully He will be able to keep it! went on another trip.. but to gatlinburg this time.... I have somewhat decorated the new place... but there is still tons that need to be done...
and really thats about it.. lol
